This is what´s left of my beloved dog…
My heart is broken and my eyes filled with tears.
Life is so cruel and unfair!!!
I just needed 4 more days to get her back home alive!
She was so full of life that last day, and the next day she was gone!
She died in less than 20 hours from first symptoms! And the symptoms were mild! Just a little discomfort in the evening, little pain in the abdomen during the night and lack of apetite. That´s all!
I watched over her during that night and checked her colours and her belly and thought she was suffering from pancreatitis. Or something else curable.
We went to the vets in the morning. She got painkillers and was given the drip.
They even took blood samples and the result shocked me. All the organs were affected…My mind refused to believe it. We were told to leave her there, quiet and half sleeping and collect her in the evening.
But she died before I had a chance to come back and hold her paw!
And thank her for all what she had given me during these 11 years…
My head is full of questions, cannot think about anything else!
What was it that could kill her in such a short period of time??? And where she could have found it??? Will we ever know?
The vet who made a necropsy thought it was a poison for rats. In Sweden it wouldn´t be possible, but in Spain the farmers are careless and throw the poisons around with no respect for environment. But I thought I had watched over her all the time. The dogs were never out of sight!
I don´t know if I will be able to go back there again. And live without fear…
My sweet puppy forgive me for not being able to watch over You well enough and for not being able to bring You back home safe! I´m so sorry!
First puppy pic
These eyes, always watching me
Beautiful teenager
Oh how I will miss these eyes
FAREWELL MY BEAUTY, I`LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!